Monday, August 30, 2010

It's sex not love...

I want a lover that I don't have to love. I want to be tied up. I don't want to be tied down. I want to be bent over in front of a mirror. I want him to use the red rope and the black gag. I want the nipple clamps and the leather...not the flowers and the love letters. I want a lover that I don't have to love. Is that really that bad?

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Summer Sex

Summer is coming to an end and I've gotten my fill...literally. I've never had so much sex! So much that I haven't had time to get much done. Work and sex and work and sex. It's been incredibly liberating. Until now. Now I have a guy who wants to have a relationship. He's amazing in so many ways, but I am a cheater. It is just who I am. Not meant to be in a relationship. Not willing to fall in love. Yet this guy is good, really really good. Tight, tanned body, muscles that make him look like a professional athlete, thick, stylish black hair, and a killer smile. So how do I continue to keep this guy coming back for more if I won't give him a relationship? This is my dilemma. I just want the sex, I don't want the commitment.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Not sure what that was

So, it's been awhile since I've posted...so sorry. Found myself in a little bit of a relationship. I thought I was in love. But, now I'm not sure that I believe in love or that I was ever in it. So how does a horny girl get over a man who has turned her inside out? She FUCKS, that's what she does. SO that is what I'm going to do. Tonight I begin my venture on the strip. I'm dressed in a short little white dress. My long hair flows over my tanned shoulders. I look hot and I know it. Watch out boys...my holiday weekend is not over yet.